Another Appoinment

Today is my 6th appoinment since the day they transferred the embryo into my uterus. As usual Rachel accompany me to the clinic and we reach there around 11am. Doctor do the scan and today we can see the sac very clearly. The doctor told me that they were having discussion ysterday wrt to all the patients case and they expect with my high beta HCG reading I should be having at least 2 sac or rather twins.
She was sweping the scanner head left and right as if trying to find another sign of sac but couldnt find any. Well..I guess for now we will settle for one sac first.

Sign of life - the round sac on the top right

I am also feeling a bit nausea today....and feeling hungry all the time. It is very normal for me to feel this. During my last 2 pregnancies I always feel hungry and must really eat on time. In other word, I must have food ready all time coz the moment i feel hungry, I cant wait anymore, I have to eat straight away.

I remember when I was carrying Aiman, I almost quarrel with my husband coz I was so hungry and yet do not know what to eat and at the same time expecting my husband to have some sort of miracle ability of configuring out what I want to eat. It was ridiculous ..... of course now I think it was ridiculous but back then I really got so pissed of... poor hubby...
My fav food back then was spagetti bolognese and noodle with soup. I guess that explains why Aiman likes noodle so much.
As for Danial i really like to eat rice and of course occasionally noodle but soup is a must for me. Dont know why but I really like to eat something soupy during my last 2 pregnancies. This time I do not know what craving I will have. I hope nothing extravagantly crazy wish from the tiny mouth inside...

Gaya sama Papa dan Adik

Danial mmg tak kisah and he will pose if we ask him to tapi kalau Aiman...hmm...Aiman ikut mood...kdg mcm malu ambil gambar..kadang mcm terlebih posing...

Tengok gambar Danial ni. The way he poses just like Papa. This picture was taken in Karambunai Resort. we went there for a holiday I think 2 years back.

Tgk papa pose pulak....cara badan bengkok...saling tak tumpah.... gambar ni pulak diambil when we were jlnx2 in Sunway Pyramid.

Urine positive, blood test positive

I got to know this result on 5th October. The day before I went for my usual jab appointment and at the same time doc took my blood for pregnancy test. She did urine test and it is positive but just to be more confirm, they will do blood test. I was ecstatic with the good news but also worried that tomorrow will deliver a different report...... waiting is very agonising. Still i cant keep the news to myself though only based on urine test so text my hubby and also my sister.
My hubby was delirious...straight away he text me with the baby name. Hmm....Jamie, Zachary or Sophia ...anyway none of it I like. No rush Sayang..... we have 9 months to pick the name....
The next day, nurse Zahira called and pass the line to the doctor, Dr Augustine. She told me that me Beta HCG reading is very high. It is 180. She said that to show positive, the reading has to be above 25, so 180 is very good. Please click here if you want to know more on HCG.

Hmmm..... I am relieve..happy...cant stop smiling.....worried...nervous....feeling everything at the same time....there are so many what if comes to my mind.... what if it doesn't go through all the way, what if i get twin or triplet or quadruplet....

Hurghhh.... hope everything goes well and really really hope that I will carry this pregnancy all the way and deliver a very healthy baby...
As for now, i have to continue with my twice a week appointment with doctor and daily medication. I may need to start taking care my diet and reduce my cholesterol level pronto....

Hand Foot and Mouth Disease

This week is a pretty tiring week for me. Aiman develop fever last Friday. In the morning, after I went to see doctor for my pregnancy, I went to office for a while before going back to the house and bring Aiman to see doctor. Since it is almost 5.30pm I decided to bring Aiman to a nearby clinic in SS2 instead of his usual paediatrician in Aman Puri, Kepong. The doctor diagnose him as normal fever however told me to come again the next morning for blood test should the fever persist. His body temperature doesn't go down at all. The whole night I have to sponge him and even after giving him Priteron suppository his body is still warm. I cant even sleep... the next morning I went bring him to see the doc as told. No queue for me luckily...after went in , the doctor check and told me that it is not dengue as he suspected, however when checking his mouth i can see that it is full with white pacthes. It is like having blister all around your mouth.I asked the doctor what is wrong and he is like fumbling with the answer. He was googling the computer in front of him and flipping through the reference book looking for the right medicine. Looking at that situation, I don't feel convinced at all with whetever the doc says afterwards. Coming out from his room, i straight away called Aiman's normal pead to reserve an appoinment. Luckily the clinic is still open. After making the payment, I drive straight to kepong. We reach the clinic about half hour later and hav to wait for almost 1 and half hours.
The moment we step to see Dr Chin and him seeing Aiman's mouth, he told me that he has actually contracted HFM. ( reference:HFM) . He prescribe antivirus and some mouth spray to soothe the pain.
Told me that I should separate him from the brother and also gave him one week MC. I was afraid about this type of fever but also relieve as Dc told me that this is normal for kids of his age.
Today Danial's also contracted HFM therefore just to be safe, I bring both of them to Dr Chin again. No need MC for Danial as he only goes to kindy. Doc prescribe with the same medicine and told Danial that he need to rest more and drink lots and lots of water. I hope both of them are strong to deal with this. So far both of them is okay, though feel so much pain in the mouth , they try to drink as much water as possible. They somehow refuse to eat anything solid as it is painful even feeding porridge is very difficult.
Recover soon my dearest boys...mummy loves you so much...Muahhhhh...

talk about babies-5

30th September 2011 was the second follow up appointment with the Doctor after the transfer of embryo. Nothing much to expect except for normal scanning and injection. However...... when I reach the clinic, the nurse told me that she needs sample of my urine. Hmm... I was like...it is too early for the test...? she said normally they will check on the 10th day but since today is the seventh day then she just want to check if they can see the sign.
Today I am seeing doctor Augustine instead of Dr Tee. She is also as friendly as Dr Tee. After the scan she told me everything is good and she is quite happy with the thickness of my uterus. She also show to me that there is a very faint sign of second line on my pregnancy test strip. Told me that it can be good news for me but for the moment, not get too excited over it....
Next appointment will be on Tuesday. 4th October and I will know the confirmed result by then.

Talk about babies - 4

I'm back to ramble after few days of break.

23rd September 2011 - I spend a night at my house in KL instead of PJ and arrange for my regular taxi driver to pick me and my sister Rozi at 7.15am. My regular taxi driver ( Fauzi) is very punctual and of course for him time is of the essence. We reach Metro Hospital at around 8 am. I went to see the nurse and she bring me to my room , ask me to change into hospital attire and told me to just rest on bed. Hmm...just wake up from sleep and now I have to rest...I mean nothing much that I have done today except to wake up early , pray, bathe and get into the taxi. Anyway...a rest is needed before the procedure. She told me that it will start around 9.30 am.
My sister Rozi just make her comfortable on a settee while surfing the web and chat on her facebook.
Today's procedure is not as complicated as OPU and I do not have to be anesthetic at all. It is something like IUI procedure. The only thing is I have to keep my bladder full, therefore the nurse gave me 2 glasses of water and told me not to pass urine..( hurghh..not sure if i can do this or not). A while after drinking..i felt like i want to pass motion...and this I cant hold..no choice..I went to the toilet and do my morning business. I told my sister to get some more water to top up the one that I had passed...
around 10am, the nurse came and said that the team is ready to do the transfer. She asked me to sit on the wheelchair and push me into the OT. At the entrance, she stop and told to look at the monitor in front of me. I saw 4 rounds circle there. Ms Lee, the embryologist told me that they manage to pick up 5 eggs from me and out of that one doesn't develop properly. The four embryos that I have, 2 with 8 cells and 2 with 7 cells. The doctor decided that they should transfer all four into me. However he inform me that the chances for quadruplet is very very small....so do not get over excited! ( this is me telling myself..)
The procedure lasted for about 15 minutes. I can actually see the embryo being transferred through the scan monitor. Once finish..they transfer me back into the ward room and I have to lie down, being still for at least 2 hours.
There is no pain at all....the procedure is done. They gave me the same tablet for insertion into vagina and for swallow. At 2pm , my fren fetch me and send me back to my house. Doctor told me to rest most of the time. Have to be relax, cannot scold people ( not that I like to scold people)... When we reach the house, i straight away do what the doctor told me to do...rest...muaahhaahaa...lying down in front of TV. 
When will the result come out...hmm..this is really agonising, coz I have to wait for 2 weeks in order to know whether my result is positive or not. I pray to Allah swt that this time he grant me my wish....

" Ya Allah ya Tuhanku. Sesungguhnya engkau yang maha mengetahui dan maha mendengar. Aku berdoa agar engkau dapat memakbulkan keinginanku dan suamiku untuk menambah ahli keluarga kami ini.Amin".

okay...this is my real doa and not a quote from any quran or book...

talk about babies - 3

On my first appointment with Dr Tee, he gave me Suprefact and Puregon which I have to inject into my stomach every day and night.

The second appoinmnet which was done on the 15th September, he gave me additional medicine that is Menonys to be injected at night after puregon. ( for 3 nights). On the very same day, Dr Tee scanned and show me that I have 4 eggs on the left and 3 eggs on the right and they are growing at expected rate.
The menonys come in 2 tiny bottle, one is in powder form and one is liquid. I have forgotten to take picture of Menonys however pleae google to know more about it. The step is for me to break both bottle, collect 50iu of the liquid and mix it with the powder - the suck it into the syringe and inject into my tummy. Of course i make it sound very simple but then again, it is that simple.
3 days after additional injection of Memonys ( on the 18th Sept), I will have to go for final injection of hormon which has to be done at Metro Hospital in Klang at 11 pm.
Seriously...making babies are not easy...

On the 18th...haahhh..what a day! wake up in the morning and get ready to watch the movie "Johnny English" which we have booked earlier at The Tropicana City Mall. The plan for today is to watch movie, send my nieces to Kuala Pilah and to Bangi and then for me to go to Metro Klang hospital.
The movie starts at 12 afternoon and finish at 2.30. We proceed for Thai style lunch at Vichuda TomYam at Damansara Utama. After finish lunch, Aiman suddenly said that he feels like vommiting. Amira bring him to toilet and after that I decided that he and Danial should not follow us to Kuala Pilah. So I dropped both of them at my in law house. by the time we make our move to Kuala Pilah, it was already 4.30 pm.
I took the Elite highway and exit into plus via Nilai...and boy oo boy....the moment we enter plus highway..it was bumper to bumper almost all the way to Senawang ( which is the exit to Kuala Pilah). By the time we reach Kuala Pilah, the time is 7 pm. After Maghrib prayer, we continue journey to Bangi via Lekas. Luckily no jam at all and we reach Bangi at 9.30 pm.. I was praying that there will be no jam before sungai besi toll...and as if answering my prayer..the journey way smooth all the way until I reached Metro Hospital at 10.30 pm for the injection.

20th September  - 2 days after the final injection, I have to be at the Metro Hospital as early as 8.30 in the morning. Today's procedure is called OPU or Oocyte Pick Up.  They gave me general anaesthetic so i was not awake for the whole procedure. When i woke up, it was almost 1 pm. I felt a bit of pain around my stomach. at 1.30 my fren, Mary come to fecth me. I reach the house and slept the whole time until 6.30 in the evening.
I can still feel the pain when i woke up. My stomach felt so tight ...as if I just had a delivery. Called the Doctor and he said it is normal but it tha pain become more severe , he asked me to see him.
I still feel the pain until today but it is bearable... tomorrow is the big day for me coz tomorrow they will be putting the embryo back into me...woohoo...excited....

talk about babies 2

Okay... Im going to continue about my process of getting babies...where do I stop before..oh ya...about giving myself injection.

Today is already the 4th day of injection day. Which mean I have injected myself 4 times day and night. The morning dose is for hormon. The med is called Suprefact.



to be injected everymorning at 9am.

Suprefact is actually hormon injection. Please read here for more info. So apparently Suprefact will inform the brain to send messages to our ovary to produce more eggs. hmmm...
At night , it will be another injection. This also has to be done at the same time everynight and I have chosen to do it at 9pm.



Puregon for night injection

 Please read here if you want to know more about Puregon but basically this drug is to help our egg becoming mature as required.


needle for day injection



This one is pen needle for night injection-puregon

It is actually quite easy to do the injection once you have overcome the fear of putting needle into your stomach. The first time i tried, i actually manage to poke it in but take a little bit of time in pushing the drug in. I felt like i have preseed hard enough for the drug to be injected but in fact, it is not even moving...ha..ha..
well.at least now I have manage and as I said to Doc ealier..piece of cake!
my next appointment will be on the 15th September and on that day the doctor will chec and let me know if the eggs are ready for harvesting or still has to contnue with the injection.
I pray to the great Allah SWT for this process to go on smoothly and I will get pregnant. Amin.

Talk about babies

I came from a big family...there are altogether 9 of us. One of my brother passed away few years ago due to car accident (may he rest in peace) therefore now left 8. My first sister has 7 children, first brother only 1 boy, second brother (passed away) has 4 boys, second sister 3 girls and 1 boy, third sister has 2 boys and a girl and third brother has 1 boy, fourth brother just got married and fifth sister is still single. Naturally being around big, I would like to have many children as well. Of course.....Who doesnt love children. I want at least 6 children - 3 boys and 3 girls. My husband pulak come from a very small family. He is the only child in his family and the rest like uncle and aunties also has one or 2 the most. He told me that he has always dream of having big family. children running around in the house.Hmm....that would be perfect. However as we always said - we can only plan, Allah the Al-mighty is the one who decide. Since I got married quite at late age and my husband being far away most of the time, we only manage to get 2 boys.
Itupun aku dah bersyukur coz it is really not easy to raise them.... ( of course after having two I suddenly realise that it is enough for me)
My husband on the other hand would like to have more. He said we try at least one more baby. Boy or girl, it doesnt matter... We've tried but nothing happen... for the past 2 years..we tried doing it the normal way and the scientific way...lol.... last year we try to do the IUI way ( Intra Uterine Insemination). it doesnt work as well....
So this year..... or rather during ramadan month, with nothing much to do in the office. I decide to browse the internet searching for the cost of IVF. I came accross few places namely Tropicana Medical Centre - fertility, HUKM -fertility and Metro IVF .

At TMC, the cost of doing IVF varied between 16k to 18k for every cycle. At HUKM, there are 2 separate section i.e. private section or govt section - the same doctor will attend the procedure though. For private section, it will cost you around 15k and for govt section slightly cheaper but you have to wait for the queue.
The last place that i call is Metro IVF and it offers the cheapest rate (They were having merdeka promotion actually).
From the actual cost of RM12500, they knock off RM2k. There you go, i save 2k .... i asked them the procedure and the very next day, i went to Metro IVF and see the doctor. He was so nice and really taking his time explaining the procedure..of which I nod and nod and nod...and by now i have forgotten about everything.
The only thing that I remeber for sure is that we will have the chance to get 3 babies at once.... ..this is awesome....OMG...I really wish that we can get 3 straight away. Ater that I can tutup kedai...ha..ha..ha...
Anyway...today which is the second day of my period, the cycle for IVF has started. This morning I went to see the doctor and he told me that I have to do injection twice a day. Once in the morning and once at night. The injection i have to do it myself.....
hearing what the Doc said, my eyes become so big....terjojol nak kelaur biji mata...
I have to do it myself ke Doc?....he said " many ppl has done it, you should be able to do so". Well.......well....welll.......apa aku nak ckp. Lagipun orang yang ambik dadah tu pun boleh inject sendiri...takkanlah aku tak boleh...haisshhhh....
So i told the doc " well Doc, if others can do, i know for sure that this is piece of cake"...( ckp besar)...
he..he...
okay...aku nak tidur...sambung tulis esok lak... night nite...

Eid Mubarak

Tahun ni raya not so meriah... my Father in Law is not in good health and because of that we decided to celebrate hari raya in KL. Well.. it is really hard to celebrate without the whole family. we are all missing each other...
My sons keep saying nak balik kampung coz nak main mercun with all his cousins... ( that is the only thing that they have in their mind). My husband pulak can only be with us for 1 week. Anyway..we try to make the best of it. First day raya, we went to Auntie Aisyah house ( my mil neigbour and Aiman's personal tutor). Ramainya orang kat rumah Auntie Aisyah...all races are there ... well it is not really a suprise considering that her husband is a president of RA at that Taman. This time you really can see the unity amons us all.

Anyway...after Auntie Aisyah's house we bring mum and dad to our house. I cook beef curry to eat with soft bread and also chicken rendang to eat with lemang. I planned to cook roti jala on the first day raya but then x larat coz cooking rendang took so much of my time.




Four of us..



Danial still engrossed playing with ipad...



3 of us...papa yang ambik gambar

yang paling happy on that day was Aiman and Danial coz dapat byk duit raya. Aiman siap dah plan nak beli aquarium. Dia memang dah lama dok berangan nak bela ikan dan kurax2. After kira semua duit ...ada lah dlm 300++... jadi dapatlah dia beli aquarium... nantilah gambar tu akan di uploadkan in the next chapter..kalau rajin...

Selamat hari raya untuk myself and my whole family... sebenarnya ada byk yg nak di tulis ni, tapi dah sebabkan sekarang ni dah tghmlm.. so mood ngantuk tu dah kuat sgt... nighty nite...

Aiman's Sports Day

Last week on Sunday was a school sports day for Aiman. Students have to be in the school by 7.40 am. We were almost 1 hour late in reaching his school. Normally during school days we will spend the night at my in law's house but I decided to go back to our house in KL and drive early morning to school. Little that I know, on Sunday is also KL Marathon day.I was caught unaware of this and caused us to be diverted into KL and got stuck in the jam. Haish.... it really pissed me and for a moment i think that the organiser is very very stupid.Even until now I think that the organiser is very stupid. Can you imagine that early morning on Sunday and you wanted to go to Petaling Jaya from Jln Kuching but then got diverted into KL where the marathon is....
Anyway, when we reach the school, the headmaster is still giving his speech and Aiman can still sneak into his house. He is in house yellow.

Aiman and his friend in their yellow house

  Nasib naik sekolah ni tak ramai sangat student jadi takde serabut sangat. Aku tengok sekolah lain tu sampai berhari hari dia orang buat sukan. Anyway all the parents are seated under the tent at the side of the padang. Tapi ramai jugak yang dok jalan sana sini esp yang anak darjah satu...termasuklah aku. Yelah excited katakan....tahun pertama untuk anak pertama masuk sekolah..kalau dah masuk tahun kedua ketiga tu rasanya tak delah excited sgt kut....he.he..


Aiman getting ready with his event - golek bola besar mengelilingi Skitel- bola biru

 

Supporters for Aiman - Cgee and Adik pakai baju yellow jugak. Nenek je tak sbb tak de baju kuning

  Team Aiman dapat nombor 3. Well...dapat medal jugak. His very first medal...yelah everything first kan. He is happy...nenek is happy..adik is happy and mummy is happy. Even papa who is far away in Dubai is also happy with the medal..his adik in fact is more happier since he is the one wearing the medal..

Mummy and Aiman - proud showing his medal

Adik dok garu kepala dok pikir camne nak dptkan medal dari abang

Finally dapat and his is showing it around

It was a great day despite a little bit hiccup in the morning. Many more events are coming and the next time we will be spending the night at Mama's house to avoid any traffic problem..

Remembering her...I love you 'Chek'

Time flies so fast and now we are already in the month of May. There are so many things happening in this month. The first being Labour Day which the whole whole world celebrated yesterday and of course since yesterday was already public holiday, the offday is being replaced today. On the 4th of May, I will celebrating the birthday of my Father In Law. However for this year we will be celebrating a day late since my husband is coming back on the 5th May. No proper plan of how to celebrate but i guess this year there will be no cake coz most definitely we will be bringing him out for dinner.
On the 8th May, we will be celebrating Mother's day and come 16th May, Teacher's day.

well...okay you may say that I am not going anywhere here..rambling about the dates of the month. What i would like to point out is really about Mother's day. My mother passed away in 1993. I was doing my A-level back then. It was ramadan month and i was at the surau doing my Tarawikh prayer when my frens come and told me that my brother was looking for me. I went to see him and he said that my mother was very very sick and we have to go back straight away. I rushed to the room and packed my clothes and quickly got onto my brother's van. On the way back, i was so worried and kept thinking about her. we do not have mobile phone back then so there is no way of us getting update of my mother situation. Halfway down the journey , i fell asleep and i dreamt of my mother. I still remember it very clearly. I was talking to her and she was putting up clothes on the drying line. I just looked at her and she told me that she is going away. When I asked her where, she said that she is going some place that is far and I must take care my brothers and sister. I cried when she said that. I was awoken from my sleep and felt tears on my cheek. I was so scared that the dream will be real. I pray to God that nothing bad happen to her.
It was early in the morning and if I am not mistaken around 8.30, we reach the house. There were so may people there and I really have a bad feeling. I rushed upstairs and straight to her room. There she was, lying down on the mattress, the whole body was covered. I felt my heart sink...i fell down on my knees and scream her name...asking her to come back. it was too late...too late for me. She left and I dont even have the chance to tell her goodbye. My sisters came and we hugs and cried. she brought me to other room and soothed me, telling me that ultimately everything belong to Allah SWT and we as servant must let her go in peace. It is all Qada and Qadar and we must abide it.
I learn from my sister that my mother actually passed away at night just when people getting ready for Tarawikh prayer. They hold the news from me coz they afraid that i might histerical all the way home.

I missed her so much...it was really her that come to my dream and say goodbye to me. I missed her even until today. Everyday after prayer I recite simple quranic verses as a gift for her and pray that she is placed amongst the guided one.

"To Allah we belong and to Him we return"

Today I try to relive her memory by cooking one of her dishes - LAKSAM. This dish is part of her many side income that she did in helping my father raising the family. During my school break, I use to help her cook this dish and wake up early morning to help her pack. After subuh prayer, she will send the dish to the shop and sell it as breakfast item. This dish is so famous and even one year after she passed away, people still come knocking at our house to buy. Yeah we do have people that come knocking at night to buy laksam. They normally not from our kampung area therefore they do not know that she has passed away.







Ulaman untuk dimakan dengan Laksam



This is the Laksam cooked in the steamer



Laksam that has been rolled

the blended chili and addtional salt for the gravy

Full completed dish

Ready to be eaten

Yup.. so today in honour of Mother's day to come, I am proud to cook Laksam. One of the many dishes that my late mother has cooked and has fed many mouth and satisfied many stomach. I love you "Chek".....

Week two of exercising

I am not used of blogging so I almost forgot about my blog. Anyway..a fren of mine today update her blog and that reminds me of my unattended one.
I have come into week two of becoming a member of Hotel Istana gym club and during this 2 weeks I can say that almost every other day i will go and exercise for 1 hour. Be it running on the treadmill, cycling on the bicycle ( that is not going anywhere anyway) and doing some crunches.
On the 14th April, I stand on the weighing scale to check on my progress and yeayy...lost 1 kilo.

Alaaahhh... satu kilo ajeerr.... itupun nak kembang kempis hidung....kalau itu yang you all nak cakap, ha cakaplah...
satu kilo bukan senang nak turunkan tu...! penaattt tau dok kayuh basikal and running on the treadmill. and mind you that i have not apply proper diet yet.
Macamana nak buat proper? Perut aku ni perut org yang asyik dok makan nasi ajerr....satu hari tak makan mesti resah gelisah.
walau macamanapun mesti nekad... my goal is to reduce 5 kilos and to flatten bulging tummy.
So starting today this will be my meal:-

breakfast : bananas or 2 slices of bread
lunch : vegetables soup
dinner:  rice or noodle

my lunch today - vegetable soup cooked by loving sis

well...best of luck to me... may the good in me prevail...Muahhaa..ha...

I am Fat....

ya..ya...as per written above, I am declaring that I am Fat...I am Fat... seriously. this is really a dilemma. Some say I am not fat and some say yes. But as for me, the moment i can't fit into all of my baju kurungs then it will be official that i am fat. So this baju kurung is my benchmark.

It happens 2 months ago during the wedding solemnisation of my youngest brother. I plan to wear the Blue baju kurung that I wore during hari raya Aidifitri and while getting my two sons ready and then finally my turn to put on the baju... I was like..aarrghhhh...
I can no longer fit into that baju kurung and i wore it only once! which is during last raya back in september 2010. That was like 5 months ago and i already grew 1 dress size.


Theme Blue - This is the Blue baju Kurung that I wore during Raya 2010

Hu...hu..hu.... still cant believe myself. After the event  and back in KL, I tried almost all of my baju kurung (I dont really wear baju kurung to office so I seriously dont know whether it fits or not) and I can say 80% of it fit me Ngam Ngam Ho.... ( if I were to wear girdle underneath and i have lots of it from beautiful to spanx)....
without girdle you can see a big bulge in the middle and it wil get worst when I sit.

Soooo... last week I decided that i have to reduce my fatties and start to excercise. Register myself at Hotel Istana Gymnasium and as of yesterday, I started to excercise. I hope by end of this April 2011 , I can reduce a bit of my weight which is now at 65kgs and reduce the spare tyre that i have at the midscetion. Good Luck for me...

How he fares..

Aiman on his first day of school



 Yup...my 1st son, Aiman. This year he is in standard one. 2 months ago when he first started, I was so worried of how he is going to be in school. Will he make frens or rather can he make frens. The first week he told me that he doesnt have any frens yet. So as a concerned mommy, i told him to make the first move. Maybe you frens are shy. Just go to them and say " Hi, my name is Aiman. What is your name?". He looked at me, smiled and said okay.
2 weeks in school , under the hot sun whilst walking towards the car holding Aiman with my right hand, his English teacher came to me and said " Madam, your son can't read. Send him for tuition". She left and I was stunned for a while. Whaatt! my son can't read. It can't be true! I mean, I started sending him to kindy when he was 4, paid RM700 for monthly fee and the teacher said he cant read!
Got into the car and start calling my sister ( she is a teacher herself) and told her ( in a screaming tone) " you know the teacher blaa..blaa.bla.." and then she said, yelah kau hantar kindy tu banyak kepada main bukannya stress on reading. Asyik singing, art, play group,Bayar je mahal". hmm...
Whilst consoling me, she told me to buy a set of Bacalah Sayang book. So the next day one full set of Bacalah Sayang were on my desk. it turns out that he can read but pronounciation is a little off. hmm....what a relief!
Almost 3 months now and yesterday he called me telling his first term result and what do you know, he scores A in all the subjects. Am i glad....yaaa...big time..
I feel like i am in a fairy tale.....in the end, the whole family live happily ever after....one thing strike my mind though...in this new world that we are living, it is not all about scores...

for a start

nothing much to do tonight and therefore this idea of creating a blog just popped in my mind..so why not.  Did a search on how to create a blog and walla.....my blog is created...
hope you all like the ramblings to come..