Selamat Hari Raya- Perjalanan Balik

Raya Tahun ni aku memang raya sakan. Perjalanan balik kampung bermula pada hari Khamis, 3 hari sebelum Hari Raya. Aiman memang dah cuti on thursday whilst Danial ponteng aje..anyway dia tu tadika aje so no hal kalau ponteng.... ( rasa mcm aku ni bad mother pulak...muahahaha...). ANyway both of my sons really looking forward for our balik  kampung journey.
I have sent the car for servicing a week before and made sure that tyre is properly filled with air and petrol is full.  Pukul 10.30 kami bertolak ke Ipoh ( 1st stop). Ipoh ni rumah kakak aku. Selalunya kalau balik kampung mesti aku akan singgah Ipoh for resting. Thank God traffic is smooth all the way to Ipoh. My son seronok sangat..nyanyi lagu balik kampung by Sudirman... b ukak puasa kat Ipoh and at night main bunga api.
Next day together woth my sister's family wecontinue our journey exactly at 7.30 in the morning. Aku suka jln ikut grik ni sebab kereta x laju sangat..maklumlah jln berbukit bukit jadi kereta x leh bawak laju....in a way it makes driving safer...and i also feels safer...view along the journey pun cantik..
Sepanjang jalan ada banyak  kereta tapi x de sampai jem yg teruk..cuma bila dah masuk area Jeli je jem teruk...rupa rupanya ada accident...hmmm..ni mesti kes pecut...
Dah sampai Tanah Merah..aku overnight pulak kat rumah kakak aku kat situ, manakala Kak Nor aku yg dari Ipoh meneruskan perjalanan ke rumah Mak Mentua dia...
Aiman and Danial suka sangat sebab dapat bemain dgn sepupu dia orang... dan juga mengenali kampung

Dia suka sangat naik motosikal

 

 

Posing dengan ubi kayu..kat KL x pernah jumpa except kat market

 

Next day Saturday, we continue our journey to final destination that is my tanah tumpahnya darah ku...Kampung Pintu Geng..

Almost a year

Dah nak masuk setahun since my last post......

Pregnancy makes me feels very very tired therefore I became lazy to write. My IVF baby is safe and sound settling in the very real world. Nine months in the coziness of mothers womb, he made his grand entrance on the 6th of June 2012. What a beautiful date for a such beautiful baby.... here is his picture.

We name him Walden Ng bin Mohd Shahrul Ng. Walden means ' anak yang baik'. He brings joy to the 2 older brother. Aiman and Danial loves him so much and always nak carry baby.

Tengok Abang and abang holding adik. Tengok Danial happy sangat and senyum sampai mata sempit... lol...
he looks so chinese in this pose..

To Aiman, Danial and Walden, mummy and papa loves you so much.

Another Appoinment

Today is my 6th appoinment since the day they transferred the embryo into my uterus. As usual Rachel accompany me to the clinic and we reach there around 11am. Doctor do the scan and today we can see the sac very clearly. The doctor told me that they were having discussion ysterday wrt to all the patients case and they expect with my high beta HCG reading I should be having at least 2 sac or rather twins.
She was sweping the scanner head left and right as if trying to find another sign of sac but couldnt find any. Well..I guess for now we will settle for one sac first.

Sign of life - the round sac on the top right

I am also feeling a bit nausea today....and feeling hungry all the time. It is very normal for me to feel this. During my last 2 pregnancies I always feel hungry and must really eat on time. In other word, I must have food ready all time coz the moment i feel hungry, I cant wait anymore, I have to eat straight away.

I remember when I was carrying Aiman, I almost quarrel with my husband coz I was so hungry and yet do not know what to eat and at the same time expecting my husband to have some sort of miracle ability of configuring out what I want to eat. It was ridiculous ..... of course now I think it was ridiculous but back then I really got so pissed of... poor hubby...
My fav food back then was spagetti bolognese and noodle with soup. I guess that explains why Aiman likes noodle so much.
As for Danial i really like to eat rice and of course occasionally noodle but soup is a must for me. Dont know why but I really like to eat something soupy during my last 2 pregnancies. This time I do not know what craving I will have. I hope nothing extravagantly crazy wish from the tiny mouth inside...

Gaya sama Papa dan Adik

Danial mmg tak kisah and he will pose if we ask him to tapi kalau Aiman...hmm...Aiman ikut mood...kdg mcm malu ambil gambar..kadang mcm terlebih posing...

Tengok gambar Danial ni. The way he poses just like Papa. This picture was taken in Karambunai Resort. we went there for a holiday I think 2 years back.

Tgk papa pose pulak....cara badan bengkok...saling tak tumpah.... gambar ni pulak diambil when we were jlnx2 in Sunway Pyramid.

Urine positive, blood test positive

I got to know this result on 5th October. The day before I went for my usual jab appointment and at the same time doc took my blood for pregnancy test. She did urine test and it is positive but just to be more confirm, they will do blood test. I was ecstatic with the good news but also worried that tomorrow will deliver a different report...... waiting is very agonising. Still i cant keep the news to myself though only based on urine test so text my hubby and also my sister.
My hubby was delirious...straight away he text me with the baby name. Hmm....Jamie, Zachary or Sophia ...anyway none of it I like. No rush Sayang..... we have 9 months to pick the name....
The next day, nurse Zahira called and pass the line to the doctor, Dr Augustine. She told me that me Beta HCG reading is very high. It is 180. She said that to show positive, the reading has to be above 25, so 180 is very good. Please click here if you want to know more on HCG.

Hmmm..... I am relieve..happy...cant stop smiling.....worried...nervous....feeling everything at the same time....there are so many what if comes to my mind.... what if it doesn't go through all the way, what if i get twin or triplet or quadruplet....

Hurghhh.... hope everything goes well and really really hope that I will carry this pregnancy all the way and deliver a very healthy baby...
As for now, i have to continue with my twice a week appointment with doctor and daily medication. I may need to start taking care my diet and reduce my cholesterol level pronto....

Hand Foot and Mouth Disease

This week is a pretty tiring week for me. Aiman develop fever last Friday. In the morning, after I went to see doctor for my pregnancy, I went to office for a while before going back to the house and bring Aiman to see doctor. Since it is almost 5.30pm I decided to bring Aiman to a nearby clinic in SS2 instead of his usual paediatrician in Aman Puri, Kepong. The doctor diagnose him as normal fever however told me to come again the next morning for blood test should the fever persist. His body temperature doesn't go down at all. The whole night I have to sponge him and even after giving him Priteron suppository his body is still warm. I cant even sleep... the next morning I went bring him to see the doc as told. No queue for me luckily...after went in , the doctor check and told me that it is not dengue as he suspected, however when checking his mouth i can see that it is full with white pacthes. It is like having blister all around your mouth.I asked the doctor what is wrong and he is like fumbling with the answer. He was googling the computer in front of him and flipping through the reference book looking for the right medicine. Looking at that situation, I don't feel convinced at all with whetever the doc says afterwards. Coming out from his room, i straight away called Aiman's normal pead to reserve an appoinment. Luckily the clinic is still open. After making the payment, I drive straight to kepong. We reach the clinic about half hour later and hav to wait for almost 1 and half hours.
The moment we step to see Dr Chin and him seeing Aiman's mouth, he told me that he has actually contracted HFM. ( reference:HFM) . He prescribe antivirus and some mouth spray to soothe the pain.
Told me that I should separate him from the brother and also gave him one week MC. I was afraid about this type of fever but also relieve as Dc told me that this is normal for kids of his age.
Today Danial's also contracted HFM therefore just to be safe, I bring both of them to Dr Chin again. No need MC for Danial as he only goes to kindy. Doc prescribe with the same medicine and told Danial that he need to rest more and drink lots and lots of water. I hope both of them are strong to deal with this. So far both of them is okay, though feel so much pain in the mouth , they try to drink as much water as possible. They somehow refuse to eat anything solid as it is painful even feeding porridge is very difficult.
Recover soon my dearest boys...mummy loves you so much...Muahhhhh...

talk about babies-5

30th September 2011 was the second follow up appointment with the Doctor after the transfer of embryo. Nothing much to expect except for normal scanning and injection. However...... when I reach the clinic, the nurse told me that she needs sample of my urine. Hmm... I was like...it is too early for the test...? she said normally they will check on the 10th day but since today is the seventh day then she just want to check if they can see the sign.
Today I am seeing doctor Augustine instead of Dr Tee. She is also as friendly as Dr Tee. After the scan she told me everything is good and she is quite happy with the thickness of my uterus. She also show to me that there is a very faint sign of second line on my pregnancy test strip. Told me that it can be good news for me but for the moment, not get too excited over it....
Next appointment will be on Tuesday. 4th October and I will know the confirmed result by then.