Talk about babies

I came from a big family...there are altogether 9 of us. One of my brother passed away few years ago due to car accident (may he rest in peace) therefore now left 8. My first sister has 7 children, first brother only 1 boy, second brother (passed away) has 4 boys, second sister 3 girls and 1 boy, third sister has 2 boys and a girl and third brother has 1 boy, fourth brother just got married and fifth sister is still single. Naturally being around big, I would like to have many children as well. Of course.....Who doesnt love children. I want at least 6 children - 3 boys and 3 girls. My husband pulak come from a very small family. He is the only child in his family and the rest like uncle and aunties also has one or 2 the most. He told me that he has always dream of having big family. children running around in the house.Hmm....that would be perfect. However as we always said - we can only plan, Allah the Al-mighty is the one who decide. Since I got married quite at late age and my husband being far away most of the time, we only manage to get 2 boys.
Itupun aku dah bersyukur coz it is really not easy to raise them.... ( of course after having two I suddenly realise that it is enough for me)
My husband on the other hand would like to have more. He said we try at least one more baby. Boy or girl, it doesnt matter... We've tried but nothing happen... for the past 2 years..we tried doing it the normal way and the scientific way...lol.... last year we try to do the IUI way ( Intra Uterine Insemination). it doesnt work as well....
So this year..... or rather during ramadan month, with nothing much to do in the office. I decide to browse the internet searching for the cost of IVF. I came accross few places namely Tropicana Medical Centre - fertility, HUKM -fertility and Metro IVF .

At TMC, the cost of doing IVF varied between 16k to 18k for every cycle. At HUKM, there are 2 separate section i.e. private section or govt section - the same doctor will attend the procedure though. For private section, it will cost you around 15k and for govt section slightly cheaper but you have to wait for the queue.
The last place that i call is Metro IVF and it offers the cheapest rate (They were having merdeka promotion actually).
From the actual cost of RM12500, they knock off RM2k. There you go, i save 2k .... i asked them the procedure and the very next day, i went to Metro IVF and see the doctor. He was so nice and really taking his time explaining the procedure..of which I nod and nod and nod...and by now i have forgotten about everything.
The only thing that I remeber for sure is that we will have the chance to get 3 babies at once.... ..this is awesome....OMG...I really wish that we can get 3 straight away. Ater that I can tutup kedai...ha..ha..ha...
Anyway...today which is the second day of my period, the cycle for IVF has started. This morning I went to see the doctor and he told me that I have to do injection twice a day. Once in the morning and once at night. The injection i have to do it myself.....
hearing what the Doc said, my eyes become so big....terjojol nak kelaur biji mata...
I have to do it myself ke Doc?....he said " many ppl has done it, you should be able to do so". Well.......well....welll.......apa aku nak ckp. Lagipun orang yang ambik dadah tu pun boleh inject sendiri...takkanlah aku tak boleh...haisshhhh....
So i told the doc " well Doc, if others can do, i know for sure that this is piece of cake"...( ckp besar)...
he..he...
okay...aku nak tidur...sambung tulis esok lak... night nite...